When your child is hurt, even if it is minor, you become VERY creative in your prayers.
“Please spare my child this pain...”
“Please let it be me instead...”
“Please help me make her see that she has more than one dream and more than one option in life...”
I feel selfish wrestling with this when there are parents tonight out there watching their children starve to death slowly... parents who are sitting by a hospital bed wondering if they have to say goodbye tonight or not... parents who do not know where their children are tonight.
This is just a wrenched knee and preventative medicine for an overeager athlete who thought she was a bit more indestructible than she proved to be.
But as she cried last night in Emergency, fearing suddenly that her dreams of a volleyball career or University scholarship (I must point out that she is only in Grade 9 but comes from two type A personality parents) were shattered, I wanted to do or promise anything to just be able to make it better.
When we came home and I got her to bed, creeping in to my own bed later after getting my work done, I was very creative with my prayers every time those dark fingers of fear curled their way around my heart.
I thought about pointing out all her other gifts to her.
I thought about the “wherever God closes a door, somewhere He opens a window” line.
I prayed pink clouds of healing surrounding her and her knee in the night.
I remembered the most important lesson that I have been learning along this journey.
Just breathe. Inhale. Exhale. Repeat.
INHALE: Sometimes we are most creative without holding anything in our hands. No crafting supplies, no paintbrush, no pen. Sometimes we are most Creative with the stirrings of our souls and our dreams, our prayers and our wishes, our plans and our possibilities. As long as we remember that we always have choices and that there are always new options we might not have thought about, the curve balls that life tends to throw at us won’t be so bad. That is SO much easier to type than to live out!
EXHALE: Pick one worry in your life right now that feels overwhelming. When you lie there trying to fall asleep or take a moment for yourself to journal, explore all the possibilities in your head. What would be the worst thing that could happen? How could you cope with that? What might be a solution that you’ve overlooked as being too “out of the box”? What have you got to lose? Erin was given the choice to rest her knee now and see if it heals or know that she will miss out playing in the Easterns in 28 days. Sometimes waiting and healing is all we can do. Be Creative in your prayers and in how you face your fears!